the tension and the terror..
all the possibility and promise just weighs on me so heavily and i try but i’m not convincing. your lips they pout and twist and i die trying just to keep myself from kissing you. you take in everything with a certainty i envy, it’s somehow all i need just keep me guessing please. oh darling all of these awkward jump-start-stalling conversations mean much more to me than anything. so it comes down to me and you and whether we’re supposed to or not, we still will. we’re so much better off than them. all the possibility and promise just weighs on me so heavily and i try but i’m not convincing. your lips they pout and twist and i die trying just to keep myself from kissing you. you take in everything with a certainty i envy, it’s somehow all i need just keep me guessing please. a look, a laugh, a smile, a second passes by and i regret it. words just aren’t right, sometimes i just can’t explain all the ways you devastate me, always on my mind.
♥i swim for brighter days despite the absence of sun.
♥lights will guide you home, and ignite your bones & i will try to fix you
until i heard this song on the o.c. i couldnt stand coldplay. then viva la vida was released and finally there was a coldplay album i could listen to. yeah i’m having a coldplay day.
♥